success

adventure weekend in omaha was just lovely.
jason's friend was delightful.
the food was divine.
we bought new music. which rocks.
and the penguins were definitely my favorite exhibit at the zoo.
also the sea horses.

on the way home i said to jason, "i can't believe i've lived my whole life without indian food and kings of leon." if i were to write a paper on my weekend, this would be the thesis statement.

unfortunately... the rock hard reality of monday sucked up my whole life and spit it back out again... ending in something of an emotional break down. not good. today is a brand new day. tuesday, hello.

i skipped out on class after all the public schools in the area started closing (more snow days.... really?) and headed for home. the roads were wicked awful, but now i've got some extra time to read, write a paper, relax, and attempt to sort out my roller coaster emotions. blech.

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i think this is what i'm trying to say: i'm getting lost in the every day.
no continuity.
no consistency.

i need to grab each minute. fill it.
put it back right in its place, now.

just wait.
and breath.

give up your endless quest for control and roll with each
brand new chance sunrise sunset.

alright, i'm Yours.